Was it wrong to miss you?

Why I felt that I am no longer belongs to myself? I cant even do da simplest thing.. to love myself more.. when I starved myself, sleepin late and even hurt myself? How come my heart no longer belongs to me? I'm sick of watchin it ache for you.. Why is it my tears are out of my control? It follows the heart.. streams down my cheek because of you.. Why does my mind is no longer mine? I hate it when it just allows your existence and not even a second for me..

Sometimes I really do not have da courage to miss you.. I will even force myself to get busy with stuffs and being with friends.. But it never stopped missin you even for a second..
I think my heart is already urs
And the old me has gone..
I am so sick of myself!!!!!!!!!

心疼

人的心很脆弱..
要是伤了又伤..
就自然而然会变冷了..
我的心..
却是这样..
它累了.. 冷了.. 疼的麻了..
我有个朋友告诉过我..
''没有什么事是放不下的.. 痛了.. 自然会放下.. 当眼泪干了.. 就不会再有什么感觉了''..
我想了一夜.. 哭了一夜..
终于决定了.. 叫他放手..
好让我不再有舍不得..
可是发短信的那一刻..
它很痛.. 从来没有那么痛.. 眼泪还是会流.. 还是会有舍不得..
我这个决定.. 对吗?

~Don't wanna open my eyes~

This mornin i strived hard not to wake up..

Have you wished not to wake up and do not even have the courage to open the eyes though u're already awake?? If it is so.. it means that you're tryin to escape from the reality.
You could be tryin to escape from certain people, certain matters or even something which is abstract.. feelings like sad, hurt, pain, depress, desperate..

But all these just transient..

Anyhow, the moment will come..

and it's time to wake up..

~ Sweetdream baby ~

~ Different people have different ways to define love..
What's your definition for L.O.V.E??

As for me..

hmm...

'' Love is.......................
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..................................... a dream in which you wake up in the middle of ''..

How i wish that the dae to wake up would not come..
Good night evryone
n sweetdreamSSSSSSSSSSSSS...