~G~

Upon request from G of his shoe size to prove that I actually know him well.. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i made da correct guess :D.. hehe..

I'm not sure how many of you have someone in your life who is actually there all da time for you.. But I'm one of those lucky ones.. To me, you did mean somebody in my life.. Be it a best friend i truly treasure.. Be it a listener i truly luv to talk to.. Be it somebody who means more than what a friend to me.. :)

ssssssssssshhhhhhhhh.. he is probably havin nap now.. sweetdreams yea^^

Dreams come true :p

I did not even have da thought that one of my dreams will come true.. I have been dreamin about it years back but that dream I already buried it somewhere in my heart as I can be virtually 99% certained that it is impossible to happen.. You will not know how much I wish that moment will come................................................
..........................................................................................and it to stay!!!!

I don't know if you ever felt this way.. everytime i was about to let go of something which I hold on to so strongly.. SOMETHING WILL HAPPENED. It seems like some kind of gravity.. Each time I tried so hard to remove parts of our memory.. some force from nowhere actually brings all those memories back to me.. bits by bits..

Artist: Sara Bareilles
Song:Gravity
Album:Little Voice

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do, I still feel you here 'till the moment I'm gone.
You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.
CHORUS
Set me free, leave me be.
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.
CHORUS
Set me free, leave me be.
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
I live here on my knees as I
Try to make you see that you're
Everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe
though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know
Is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down, yeah, yeah, yeah
You're onto me, onto me and all over
Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I know.................................................. you were destined to be in my memory for eternity..

My LAST DAE on EARTH

In life, each character has its own responsibility.. for a man, being a father, husband or even a son.. as for woman, being a mother, wife and so on.. each has its role to play in order to fulfill the responsibility.. In my thought, I would say that a person has the qualification to live only when he or she can be responsible to themself.. If this fundamental value does not happened to exist, a man shall not called a man.. I have read through a book called " The Last Lecture'' few days back and there's a quote which caught my attention..

It goes.. " We cannot change the cards we are dealt, just how we play the hand''.. I wonder how far did you agree with this statement?

To me.. I don't give a damn to how well will the ending of a story goes.. What matters most is the whole process and the journey through the story..

Life don't destined to be good for some people.. But you have the choice.. you can CHOOSE to live your life good.. I personally has the thought that i could be a deadman for another minute.. you will not know when your life will end.. It may be 30 years from now, 3 years, 3 months, 3 days or even 3 seconds.. So I would choose to live evrydae like it was the last dae on Earth..

No regrets.. :)

Was it wrong to miss you?

Why I felt that I am no longer belongs to myself? I cant even do da simplest thing.. to love myself more.. when I starved myself, sleepin late and even hurt myself? How come my heart no longer belongs to me? I'm sick of watchin it ache for you.. Why is it my tears are out of my control? It follows the heart.. streams down my cheek because of you.. Why does my mind is no longer mine? I hate it when it just allows your existence and not even a second for me..

Sometimes I really do not have da courage to miss you.. I will even force myself to get busy with stuffs and being with friends.. But it never stopped missin you even for a second..
I think my heart is already urs
And the old me has gone..
I am so sick of myself!!!!!!!!!

心疼

人的心很脆弱..
要是伤了又伤..
就自然而然会变冷了..
我的心..
却是这样..
它累了.. 冷了.. 疼的麻了..
我有个朋友告诉过我..
''没有什么事是放不下的.. 痛了.. 自然会放下.. 当眼泪干了.. 就不会再有什么感觉了''..
我想了一夜.. 哭了一夜..
终于决定了.. 叫他放手..
好让我不再有舍不得..
可是发短信的那一刻..
它很痛.. 从来没有那么痛.. 眼泪还是会流.. 还是会有舍不得..
我这个决定.. 对吗?

~Don't wanna open my eyes~

This mornin i strived hard not to wake up..

Have you wished not to wake up and do not even have the courage to open the eyes though u're already awake?? If it is so.. it means that you're tryin to escape from the reality.
You could be tryin to escape from certain people, certain matters or even something which is abstract.. feelings like sad, hurt, pain, depress, desperate..

But all these just transient..

Anyhow, the moment will come..

and it's time to wake up..

~ Sweetdream baby ~

~ Different people have different ways to define love..
What's your definition for L.O.V.E??

As for me..

hmm...

'' Love is.......................
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..................................... a dream in which you wake up in the middle of ''..

How i wish that the dae to wake up would not come..
Good night evryone
n sweetdreamSSSSSSSSSSSSS...